Journal Quote Nine

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"I need your support now

I know you'd rather be laying up with a big booty 

Body hella positive cause she got a big booty

I know I'd rather be paid up

You know that I'm sensitive about haivn no booty, havin no body, only you buddy 

Can you hold me when nobodies around us?"

-SZA

So personal, like a description of my own struggle as a dancer, entertainer, model. I think when your finances heavily depend for the most part on your appearance and personality you can't help but to struggle with wanting to fix every little personal flaw that makes you the unique character that you are. I'm guilty tho so when I had heard these words, I felt that. I want to buy some boobs even tho my booty ain't big either and its simply cause I'd rather be paid up I think Id make more with a more feminine body. Everybody knows that one somebody.....they make you feel like there be nobody else, telling you your just perfect, your size just perfect, even your mind is so perfect. I know I never seem me like they do. I really want to be perfect too.